Because of you

I've become connsumed by you
Obsessed with you
I can't stand the thought of being away from you

I don't want to feel these feelings
I don't want to be with you
but my heart won't allow me to do
anything else

I want to be free
Free to discover me
Who I am
What I like
What I dislike
To learn how to be alone
To be happy by myself

My heart betrays what my mind and soul demand
My hear wants what it wants and no
Matter how much it hurts or you hurt me
My heart wants
It wants you

Hurt me you do
Continue you will
You just don't see how you hurt me
No matter how I try to show you
To describe

There are some things in this world
We are oblivious to the pain you
Cause me is one of yours

I love you
Want to be with you
But I know its over
It should be over
But my heart won't allow it to be

Loving you hurts me
What does loving me cost you?
Are you as conflicted as I?

My love my heart bleeds for you
It aches for you
I've made sacrifices for you
To be with you
To have and hold you
What have you sacrificed for me?

I can't live with this duality
One or the other
I must choose
What will I choose?
The pain of being with you?
Or
The pain of being with you?
Which will I choose?